
From Data to Drama 231
PUBLIC SOCIOLOGY: FROM DATA TO DRAMA
As I explored interview data and interacted with convicted survivors, I came
to appreciate the power of their narrative accounts. Over the years, I have
communicated research findings in professional meetings, conferences,
and classrooms, reporting demographic information and comparisons
with other women inmates. I share recurrent themes that emerge in their
accounts, integrating quotes from the interviews. Without fail, women’s
narratives evoke strong, even visceral reactions among diverse audiences—
sociologists, criminologists, attorneys, students, community groups, and
others. To illustrate, the following excerpt provides a glimpse into the lives
of convicted survivors.
Rosemary, serving life without parole, was 24 when she met her 27-year-
old husband-to-be. Dating was wonderful; after the wedding, things were
not so wonderful:
Direct attempts on my life? Like when he held me down and choked me, left
marks on me? Or I’d wake up in the middle of the night with a gun pointed
at my head. Or him sticking a gun in my mouth and threatening to pull the
trigger. Digging a hole on our property, telling me it was my grave, and that he
wouldn’t be guilty of murder because he wouldn’t kill me before he put me in
it. Threats against my family. When I did manage to get the guts to leave him,
I had $3 in my pocket. I went to the bus station and the bus station wasn’t
open. I sat around outside the building, waiting for the bus to come so I could
go in and get a ticket to wherever the money would take me. And the bus
didn’t come. And it didn’t come. And then I heard the truck. I heard the horn
honk. He knew I was there. He knew I was there. He always knew everything.
He knew what I was thinking. He always knew what I was going to do before
I did it. Outside the bus station he never said anything to me; he just kept
honking the horn until I finally came around, and he went like this with his
finger for me to come to him. He took me home and he scared me because
he wasn’t screaming; he wasn’t hollering; he wasn’t throwing; and he didn’t
hit me. I didn’t understand that. I understood him hitting me and screaming
and yelling. But I didn’t understand the silence. We drove home and we sat in
the truck and I sat there waiting. I kept hoping he would hurry up and get out
so I could get out. I was not allowed to exit the truck unless he got out first. I
had to have permission to leave his presence or that was insulting him; that
was disrespecting him. I sat there waiting and waiting. We must have sat there
20 minutes before he ever uttered a word. He finally told me, “Next time, I
will not come after you.” Very calmly, quietly. I thought to myself, “He’s going
to admit that it’s over.” I said, “Can we get help? You willing to try one more
time, and if it doesn’t work, you’ll let me go?” He said, “I never said I’d let you
go.” I was, “But you said you wouldn’t come after me again.” He said, “Not
like this. You’ll come back to me begging me on your hands and knees for me
to take you back.” I looked at him and said, “whatever makes you think that
if I managed to get away from you that I’d come back to you, let alone on my
hands and knees?” He turned to look at me and I saw the evil. And he told