
“…asked me to tell you,” Bandar interrupted, completing her sentence, “that we are going to war.”
It was obvious—the expiration of the ultimatum and the photographer. “I’ve been meeting you in this
office for two years and I’ve never had a photographer in here. I’m not retiring to take goodbye photos. You’re
not retiring. Have you told anybody else foreign other than me?”
No, Rice said, though the Israelis already knew.
“Then that photo is important to me,” Bandar said. “In the record I am the first foreigner to be told.”
About 9
P.M.
hell will break loose, Rice said. “And your friend, the president, insisted that you be informed
immediately.”
“Tell him the next time I see him…” Bandar began, but some 20 years in Washington kicked in—deep
suspicion. “Next time I see him,
if
the war has started, I will be shaved.” Both laughed.
But the levity lasted for only a moment. Bandar believed that he could sense a weight in the air. Rice,
direct and usually jovial, had a look that almost said: Hold your breath, off we go, nobody knows what is going
to happen in about 45 minutes, how the world will change, good or bad.
“Where is the president now?” Bandar asked.
“He is having dinner right now with the first lady and then he decided he wants to be alone.”
“Tell him he will be in our prayers and hearts,” Bandar said. “God help us all.”
Rice’s phone rang at 8:29
P.M.
“Yes, yes, Mr. President,” she said. “No, I told him…He’s here…Yes, he is with me. I told him. Well, he
said you’re in his prayers.”
“He said thank you,” Rice reported after hanging up. “Just keep praying.”
Bandar, who thrives on his access to the American president, rationalized that if Bush had said, “Come on
over,” or if he had chatted on the phone, the moment could not really have been as heavy as Bandar thought.
Had the whole truth hit Bush? It didn’t matter who did what to whom. Bush was responsible whether it was
massacre, defeat, humiliation—or glory. Only the owner of the decision could describe it. So Bandar excused
himself and left. The walk from the West Wing to his car outside seemed 1,000 miles. Cool air hit his face and
he suddenly began to sweat, then there was a little shiver.
How different it was from the 1991 Gulf War. This time they were telling Saddam they were after his
head. Under the rules of mortal combat, Bandar judged that if Saddam were worth anything, chemical,
biological whatever would be flying within an hour—on Israel, on Jordan, on Saudi Arabia, on anyone. He
would surely use them. His chest almost collapsed. He was very happy to have finally finished the bastard, and
yet there was a sense of history turning into something they could not imagine or foresee. He got into his car
and told them to take him home. Calling his home, he issued orders, “Anybody who is in the restaurant come on
back home. Anyone who is at home, don’t leave. Anyone who is on the road, turn around, call the house and
meet me there.”
He had arranged a code to alert Crown Prince Abdullah if he learned early, a reference to the Roda—an
oasis outside Riyadh.
“Toni
ht the forecast is there will be heav
rain in the Roda,” Bandar said from his car
hone to Saudi