children of Muslim men who had been killed in battle.
45
It was by the first
method, caring for others, that Hilarion appeared to be insinuating
himself into Luxima’s life.
The putative conversion of Luxima to Christianity stands in contrast to
the large-scale conversion of lower-caste Indians which happened in
nineteenth-century India. These were not individual conversions but
groups of people moving from one faith to another. Motivations for this
mass exodus were mixed, and included gaining material advantage and
escaping from the collective caste abuse and hurt caused by Brahminical
Hinduism. Luxima’s conversion, on the other hand, was clearly an
individual act, not prompted by the injuries caused by Hindu caste
practices. It was not forced but neither was it prompted by a deep spiritual
thirst. It did not result in the intense psychological disturbance which
normally attends such conversions. Her apparent conversion was not a
true commitment to the Christian faith but a manifestation of her love for
a Christian, Hilarion. In Luxima’s own words, ‘it was thou I followed and
not thy doctrines’.
46
The novel draws attention to the ineffectiveness and unethical nature of
Christian proselytization. Luxima’s message to Hilarion was that Chris-
tian preaching should be directed not only to Hindus but also to
Christians. Her advice was that future missionary exhortations should
reflect a different kind of homiletical tone and thrust. In a long speech
delivered towards end of the novel, she spoke her mind:
[T]hou shalt preach, not to the Brahmins only, but to the Christians, that the
sword of destruction, which has this day been raised between the followers of thy
faith and mine, may be for ever sheathed! Thou wilt appear among them as a
spirit of peace, teaching mercy, and inspiring love; thou wilt soothe away, by acts
of tenderness, and words of kindness, the stubborn prejudice which separates the
mild and patient Hindu from his species; and thou wilt check the Christian’s
zeal, and bid him to follow the sacred lesson of the God he serves, who, for years
beyond the Christian era, has extended his merciful indulgence to the errors of
the Hindu’s mind, and bounteously lavished on his native soil those wondrous
blessings which first tempted the Christians to seek our happier regions. But,
should thy eloquence and thy example fail, tell them my story! tell them how I
have suffered, and how even thou hast failed: – thou, for whom I forfeited my
caste, my country, and my life; for ’tis too true, that still more loving than
45 Rowena Robinson, ‘Sixteenth Century Conversions to Christianity in Goa’, in Religious
Conversion in India: Modes, Motivation, and Meanings, ed. Sathianathan Clarke and Rowena
Robinson (New Delhi, Oxford University Press, 2003), p. 302 and also p. 321.
46 Owenson, The Missionary,p.231.
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